… where I’m kinda glad it’s going to end.

… where the unknown is getting even darker.

… where loneliness tries to set in.

… where the only person who’ll be able to hear me & know what’s up is God. 

Trust in the Lord with ALL your heart. Don’t lean on YOUR OWN understanding. But in ALLLLL your ways, ACKNOWLEDGE Him & He will direct your paths. 

To God be all the glory and all the praise. I am nothing without God. He deserves the praise.

Even if I’m messing up the songs during rehearsals, I drop the ball, I mess everyone up, God is still a gracious God. It’s not for me, anyway. Even though I have MY short-comings, I know God overlooks that. I know I’m not perfect. I know I’m not meant to fit in & “gel” with everyone. It’s okay. To be “holy” is to be set apart. Why please men/people? God’s thoughts are higher. 

Maybe it is time to leave. Maybe this will be the last. 

BUT I will trust God with this. He gave me this blessing. I am so blessed. I am SO SO SO blessed. 

Jehovah Jireh, my Provider

Jehovah Nissi, Lord, you reign in victory

Jehovah SHALOM, my Prince of Peace

& I worship You because of who You are<3

This is a reminder to myself. 

& while reading this week, I’ve noticed that in the beginning of the Old Testament, those men hear from God on top of the mountains. Imagine how long & hard it must’ve been to go up those mountains. REVELATION WHILE READING. Big canvas bag. Totes. Haha! Deep stuff right there.